Not deleting this because I’ve had it for forever but I’m making a new account sometime soon.
Theres lots of good here from my life, things I enjoy and love dearly but theres also bad and if I’m going to start fresh I feel like a new blog would be a requirement as to not focus solely on the bad (cause that’s what I do when going through my posts.)
Love all 2k of you.
Even if half of you are bots trying to sell me shit😑
I’m afraid that I won’t ever get to be with you again. and I’m sorry we stopped talking, I really wanted you and always will but..
I’m torn listening to you talk about him and talking about how he’s a dick, a danger to others and a bother to be around but then you go back to him and play it all off everyday while you tell me you love me and hang out with me for months.
it’s just as hard for me to watch my sunflower be with someone else who she doesn’t want to be with anymore but keeps going back like it’s okay and “you’ll leave once you have a break down.” none of that is good, necessary nor helps after the break up to be in that state of mind.
I just wish you’d see that and leave so you can be happy and I can take care of you both.
My mom was born in America, and looks very obviously Chinese… my dad was Welsh, and actually an illegal citizen for several years before getting citizenship…. guess who was the one told to go back to their country?
